genes: where did you come from? where will you go?

to say that dawn is turning semi-cranky cannot be further from the truth. alas, reading too much abt genes and mutations makes me suspect whether, i too, am suffering from a genetic defect because i simply cannot comprehend all that i'm reading.

people dismiss my complaints on the subject matter, as all i'll need is a pass/fail grade. and that, dudes, is PRECISELY the problem. i have zero confidence in passing, and i kid you not. 3 gruelling attempts at different sample exam papers (of which the highest i've scored is only 30%), should be more than enough to prove my point.

i was never a science student to begin with, and shld have never overloaded myself with 3 bio mods to end my sch life with. this is effectively known as digging my own grave, and joe'd say i deserve no pity for having one foot into it already. the rest of me remains to be buried on saturday.

it is ironic how we used to joke that smoo should just set aside a plot of land for students to bury themselves under that crazy workload. little did i know, that it is noose and not smoo, which will eventually kill me.